Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Less Than a Month...

But it still seems like forever to go. Sigh.

I think part of my discomfort during this trimester has been my own impatience. I think I'm making things worse on myself with how anxious I am to meet this baby. I've never been so impatient in my whole life! And trust me, I am normally a very patient person...I used to teach one and two-year-olds for crying out loud!

And now here I am, indecisive about what I want for lunch, feeling slightly agitated by the constant aching in my ribs from the tiny little feet that feel permanently planted there, and not able to understand why the weeks seem to go by sooooo slowly now.

And I know what you mommies will say: enjoy the time before the baby arrives.

I know, I get it. I do.

But I'm just so anxious to meet the sweet little baby I've been harvesting all this time that I can't help but feel ready to be done. I want to hold my baby, smell my baby, kiss hug and snuggle my baby. I just want to be a mommy to my baby!

And try really hard not to judge me, but I also can't wait for a glass of ice cold pinot grigio. I think by the end of this, I'll have earned it...

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